i don't see it.

the big deal about lady gaga. i really don't. i tried, really, gave it a good try...because i do have some bubble gum pop on my ipod, great for working out...but i just can't get into her stuff and can't understand the majority of her fashion choices or the current obsession people have of her.

back on the wagon...or, is it off the wagon?

i was pretty diligent from january until just about the beginning of may with this working out/dieting and loosing weight thing. but, alas, i've grown bored and tired of it. perhaps because i lost 12 pounds and hovered there, i increased my cardio by 20 minutes and upped it to 4-times a week and still nothing. but something happened, i just realized that my wedding dress will be here in like 3 weeks and i'm basically the same size i was when i bought it, SO not what i wanted and then i realized that holy mother of the power of christ compels you that the wedding is in like 5 months. c*@!sucker motherf*&@er that snuck up on me. so, i'm giving myself the rest of this week/weekend to indulge in beer, wine, delectable desserts and relaxing, then boot camp starts monday! also, i need to revamp what i eat during the day, i'm so good at breakfast and lunch but then snacking throughout the day is my weakness!

which brings me to my next subject. i think i'm bored at my job. not bored in the sense of nothing to do, rather bored in that i'm over it. i've been doing this particular job for close to 5 years and been with the same people and same environment for close to 10! how the eff does that happen at the age of 29?!?! i'm not sure if that says i'm too scared to take a leap or make a change, or perhaps i'm not marketable in another field at this juncture? or maybe i'm just so overwhelmed and i feel like i can't tackle anything and perhaps the perspective will change when and if i finally get a new assistant. which also reminds me, i interviewed two potential candidates today: one was WAY over-qualified and is used to being in my position and seems like she'd cut me off at the pass every chance she got; and the other is not too qualified and seems perfectly trainable, however i get the feeling that she needs some hand-holding. regardless, i've updated the ol' resume and replied to posters on career and monster, etc. and have an interview at a placement agency next week, so lets see what happens.

yummy

How beautiful is this? Seriously, it looks so yummy, but I don't think I'd be able to eat it. It's like a work of art. I'd order a few, but this shop is in South Africa (http://cupcakedlights.blogspot.com/) . This just reminds me...when the eff are we getting the Houston Sprinkles.

is it over yet?

i am so sick of school. please wake me when it's over.